Been Awhile.

Thought I would stop in and type stuff.
I'm bored nothing unusual. I'm hoping this year is better then last, but for some reason I get this strange feeling that it's not gonna be. I know that it's gonna be a busy one which is awesome.

Looking forward to my coast trip, and hanging out with family. As I type this, I have an Aunt who was recently diagnosed with Terminal Cancer, a Cousin that has Cervical Cancer at the age of 36, and a adopted Grandma who was Terminal Cancer. It's a scar. I've lost it so many times, thinking about these people. Breaks my heart. I have seeing people suffer, it's not fair.

My Goals for 2011, is to spend a week at the coast, with Mom, and her Boyfriend. Finish school, and go into Photography, I might just do Photography on the side, for something fun. Make a lot of Jewelry, go Camping, and a few more things, Go to the Japanese Garden's in Portland, and the Zoo.

I love going places, and love seeing things. I love to have my camera on me at all times. I'm a camera junky. Recently, we went up to Horse Thief Falls, here in Oregon, and I got some amazing photos. I don't think that I have them on this computer, if I did I would post a few.

This year we are expecting a beautiful baby, my Cousin is having a boy. I can't wait to meet him.

Life has been very interesting, I mean it goes from happy times to sad times. It's crazy. I've been depressed, I guess they can say, and then I just kinda perk up. I'll update more later.

Need To Vent.

Why is life so hard, I mean I am struggling true, but not to bad, to where I know my limits. But still it's affecting everyone. I know. Aunt Wanda just did my Taxes and I was supposed to get over $ 700 back but the Fedral isn't doing this but the State of Oregon is. You have to pay back the Stimulos Check! Which pisses me the fuck off!! So I loose half of my Tax money, and I was planning on going to the coast!!
Don't think that will be happening soon! Luckily we got pellets so I won't have to buy a whole lot next year. I love this. They are constantly nickeling and dimeing people. It's pissing me off.

Don't even get me started on the gas prices... Oh my god thats for another day.